Is going really well. I'm really happy now. I have a wonderful boyfriend whom I love [[not talking about the guy I was priorly smitten with, different guy]] and I'm learning how to drive, things are going great.
Besides the being stressed all the time and the lack of sleep thing, but things are better now than they have ever been. I'm so happy, I'm so glad things are okay now. I've been waiting so long for this and now it's happened and I'm grateful for it.
Hopefully now I can go to anime society next week and have things be as awesome as they once were. Hey, I might even bring my boyfriend there too, who knows?
You can't let yourself get caught up in things, like the past or the future. You need to learn about the joy of now and how the future isn't decided yet and nothing is set in stone. Enjoy today for all it's worth =]
I swear I'll work to keep my life going in this direction, I swear not to let myself get caught up in misery again, I swear it. Everything is okay now and I'm okay.
I guess it just takes some getting used to.